Siddhartha book Summary

Siddhartha 

(don't call him Sidd; he hates that) grows up in a prosperous Brahman family. He’s well-loved, but unhappy despite his popularity. He is spiritually dissatisfied and believes the elders in his community have nothing more to teach him. Siddhartha decides to join the Samanas, who are a group of wandering ascetics. His best friend, Govinda, accompanies him, and the two men spend three years with the Samanas learning how to withstand pain and hunger in an effort to flee the body’s limitations. 

Although the two friends learn quite a bit from the Samana way of life, they are still dissatisfied and decide to hear the teachings of Gotama Buddha. Govinda is impressed and chooses to join Gotama’s community of monks. Despite Govinda’s urgings and despite recognizing Gotama as the Holiest Man Ever, Siddhartha opts not to follow Gotama. He decides instead that he’s an independent learner and is done with doctrine. The friends part ways. 

Siddhartha travels to a nearby town where he is entranced by the beauty of a well-known courtesan named Kamala. He offers himself to her as a student in the art of love, but is gently rebuffed. Kamala says he needs money, clothes, and shoes. Siddhartha begins working for a wealthy merchant named Kamaswami and becomes Kamala’s lover. For a time, Siddhartha is content with his life and is able to maintain a Samana-like distance from material concerns. Eventually, however, wealth and lust prove too much for Siddhartha. He develops anxiety, self-hatred, and a high-stakes gambling habit. One morning, overwhelmed by his own depression and troubling dreams, Siddhartha walks out of his fancy home and never returns.


After considering suicide and briefly encountering his old friend, Govinda, Siddhartha finds a ferryman and asks to become his apprentice. The ferryman, named Vasudeva, accepts Siddhartha as his companion and together the two men listen to the river. With the river as a spiritual guide, Siddhartha gradually grows wiser and wiser. After allowing his son (by Kamala) to leave the river and follow his own path, Siddhartha achieves enlightenment. Vasudeva passes into Nirvana, and Siddhartha continues to ferry people across the river. He then helps Govinda reach enlightenment.


    • The novel opens with this guy named Siddhartha in ancient India. He and his best friend, Govinda, belong to the elite Brahman caste, which means that they're top of the heap and super-rich.
    • Siddhartha is the Golden Boy of his community: men want to be him and women want to be with him.
    • Even though Siddhartha participates in holy sacrifices, meditation practices, and discussions with the adult Brahmans, he’s not satisfied. He seeks enlightenment (otherwise known as Inner Peace) and feels that he has learned all he can from his teachers and books. 
    • Siddhartha and Govinda sit and meditate.
    • At dinnertime, Govinda gets up, but Siddhartha remains deep in contemplation. He reflects on the word "Om," which means "the completion." It is the word that concludes all Brahman prayers.
    • He’s thinking about a group of Samanas (wandering ascetics) who once came into his town. 
    • As soon as Siddhartha tells his father about his plans to become a Samana, his father gets upset and leaves the room. 
    • Siddhartha remains in the room, standing in the same position. 
    • The following morning, Siddhartha is still standing there.
    • We call this the traumatic version of leaving for college, except instead of  "college," it's "wandering around with no food for weeks on end."
    • Siddhartha meets up with Govinda and they leave to find the ascetics.
    • Govinda and Siddhartha find some Samanas and join them in their Who Can Go the Longest Without Eating contest.
    • Siddhartha gives away his clothes, begins fasting for long periods, and eats only once a day when he’s not fasting. 
    • Through self-torture, Siddhartha aims to completely empty himself in order to identify with the world around him. 
    • Siddhartha likes losing himself, but he always finds himself again. The self-denial of the Samanas isn’t enough to enlighten him. 
    • Siddhartha asks Govinda (remember him?) if they’re making any progress.
    • Govinda says they’re making lots of progress. 
    • Siddhartha and Govinda have spent three years with the Samanas. They learn of a man named Gotama Buddha who has achieved enlightenment. Everyone is gossiping about him.
    • Govinda thinks they should hear the Buddha’s teachings. Siddhartha and Govinda nag each other for a while and then decide to leave the Samanas. 
    • Siddhartha informs the oldest Samana of their decision. The old man gets angry, but Siddhartha hypnotizes him with a powerful glance. The old Samana politely permits them to leave. 
    • Siddhartha and Govinda arrive in a Jetavana grove, which is the happening spot for Gotama Buddha. 
    • They spend the night; in the morning they find that a massive crowd has gathered to hear the Buddha speak. Siddhartha and Govinda are immediately able to identify the Buddha (he’s the godly one) among the crowd of Yellow-Robed Men. There are a lot of Yellow-Robed Men.
    • The Buddha appears endlessly peaceful, light, quiet, and contented. 
    • The Buddha teaches all the usual stuff, including the Four Noble Truths and the Eight Fold path. Govinda asks to be accepted into his community of followers. 
    • Govinda is accepted and urges Siddhartha to join him. 
    • While Siddhartha recognizes the Buddha’s holiness, he believes enlightenment must be experienced, not taught.
    • Siddhartha admires the Buddha’s teaching that the world is a complete, unbroken chain of cause and effect. However, he doesn’t understand the doctrine of salvation and escape from the world if in fact the world is eternally one. 
    • The Buddha admits the flaw, but reminds Siddhartha that the goal of his teachings is to relieve suffering, not to describe the universe.
    • Siddhartha argues the impossibility of reaching enlightenment via others’ teachings. Enlightenment, Siddhartha says, is something a man must do alone.
      • As he walks away from Govinda, Siddhartha realizes that he is embarking on a new stage of life. He has walked away from all his teachers, even Buddha, because they cannot teach the nature of the self. 
      • Siddhartha decides to learn from himself alone. 
      • As he walks, Siddhartha sees his surroundings as real and beautiful, rather than an illusion that causes suffering.
      • Siddhartha decides he has to start anew on his quest for enlightenment. Concurrent to this decision is the realization that he is completely alone. He has left his father, he has left the Samanas, and he has left Govinda with the Yellow-Robed Men. He can no longer define himself in relation to other men because he has no community. 
      • He comes to a river and befriends the ferryman. 
      • He crashes for the night at the ferryman’s bachelor pad and dreams about Govinda. 
      • Govinda, wearing a yellow robe, approaches Siddhartha and hugs him.
      • Two seconds later, Govinda transforms into a woman.
      • Siddhartha nurses from the woman’s beautiful breast and experiences the world. The woman has some seriously intense milk.
      • The ferryman tells Siddhartha about learning from the river, which is the Most Beautiful River Ever.
      • Siddhartha expresses regret that he cannot pay the ferryman.
      • The ferryman tells him that he can chalk it up as pro bono work. But more importantly, the ferryman has faith that Siddhartha will someday return. 
      • Siddhartha comes to a stream where he meets a young woman washing clothes.
      • They flirt, and then she invites him to have sex with her by stepping on his foot. We’re not sure how this works, to be honest, but Siddhartha bends down and kisses her nipple. (He’s still thinking about his dream.)
      • Although he wants to sleep with her, he’s never touched a woman before and gets cold feet. His inner voice says "no," so he leaves. 
      • She’s gorgeous. 
      • He makes eye contact with her. She smiles and nods. Chemistry? Yes, definitely. 
      • She and her servants go inside the grove.
      • He learns that the woman’s name is Kamala and that she is a famous courtesan. He now has a goal. We don’t know what this goal is yet, but Siddhartha has it.
      • He bathes, shaves, oils his hair, and arranges an appointment with her. 
      • Siddhartha asks Kamala to be his friend and teacher (in the art of Sexual Healing). Ah. Could this be his goal? 
      • Kamala tells Siddhartha to get a job, lots of money, nice clothes, some perfume, and some nice presents for her. Then he can try talking to her again. 
      • Siddhartha asks Kamala for some advice on where to get clothes, shoes, and money. 
      • He gives her an overview of his resume: the ability to think, starve, and compose poetry. 
      • Siddhartha is stunned and wants more. 
      • We learn that knowing how to read and write is rare in ancient India.
      • Another visitor arrives; Siddhartha is quickly ushered out and offered a long, white robe.
      • The next day, he goes to see Kamala. She has set up a job interview for him with a wealthy merchant. 
      • Siddhartha tells Kamala that he is determined to have her, and that the Samanas taught him how to single-mindedly focus on a goal. 
      • Siddhartha goes to see Kamaswami, the wealthy merchant.
      • The merchant questions him about his skills and needs. 
      • Siddhartha has no needs and argues that his ability to fast is an asset: he’s not troubled by the lack of food, therefore no one can force him to do something for food. It has also taught him patience.
      • Siddhartha begins to live a good life: food, baths, clothes.
      • Siddhartha learns quickly and is well-respected by Kamaswami. However, he looks at his job as a game; his real interests lie with Kamala. 
      • Kamaswami keeps trying to get Siddhartha to be more passionate about business, but Siddhartha remains indifferent. 
      • Although he takes great pleasure in the people around him, his experience as a Samana keeps Siddhartha from fully empathizing with them. He sees their lives as if from a distance; their pains, discomforts, and problems seem completely trivial to him. 
      • Siddhartha feels understood and satisfied only with Kamala. 
      • Siddhartha sees that Kamala has the same stillness that he has. He points out that this quality has nothing to do with intelligence, but everything to do with the resolving to have Inner Peace.
      • The lovers note that because they share this special sanctuary and distance from the normal ups and downs of life, they can never truly love each other the way other people do.
      • As the years go by and Siddhartha accrues more and more wealth, his Samana-like qualities begin to fade. 
      • They are replaced with more material girl -like qualities. He grows increasingly greedy, troubled by everyday problems, and unhappy. He feels trapped by pleasure, pain, and a sense of self-hatred. 
      • Siddhartha engages in a lot of high-stakes gambling as way of expressing his hatred of wealth. 
      • One evening, Siddhartha drinks heavily, watches dancers, and feels profoundly nauseated with himself. Finally, he falls asleep and dreams about a songbird that belongs to Kamala. In the dream, he finds the bird dead and he tosses it into the street. 
      • He becomes scared that he has just tossed out all the goodness in himself. 
      • In despair, Siddhartha recalls his life. He tries to remember the moments when he felt true joy and a sense of direction. He concludes that nothing in his life is of value to him. Even the pleasures of his shared passion with Kamala have worn off (and this is saying something… Kamala’s got skills). Everything has been a game to him.
      • Kamaswami sends people out to look for Siddhartha, thinking that he has been captured by robbers.
      • Kamala does not search for him. She knows Siddhartha is, at heart, a wandering Samana. She releases her songbird from its cage.
      • We learn Kamala is pregnant with Siddhartha’s child.
      • Siddhartha heads for the forest, determined never to go back to his life of wealth. 
      • He is depressed. 
      • He wanders.
      • Siddhartha approaches the same river where he met the ferryman years before. 
      • In utter despair he clings to a coconut tree along the bank. He dreams about dropping and submerging himself into the water. He sees the water as mirroring the emptiness within him.
      • About to slip into the water, the word "Om" emanates from his soul.
      • Siddhartha wakes up with a sense of rebirth and repeats "Om" to himself over and over. 
      • Behind him, Siddhartha notices a monk in a yellow robe. 
      • It’s Govinda! 
      • Siddhartha’s like, "dude, it’s me," and Govinda’s like, "dude, what’s with the rich-man outfit?"
      • Siddhartha explains he has left the world of wealth and is now on a pilgrimage. Govinda leaves to get back to being a monk.
      • Siddhartha forces himself to think. He has no possessions and thus feels joyful and childlike.
      • Siddhartha concludes that in order to return to himself, he has had to experience profound sorrow.
      • He realizes that life as a Samana fueled his intellectual growth and arrogance, allowing him to thrive rather than to perish. 
      • Siddhartha remains entranced by the beauty and flow of the river. 
      • Siddhartha observes the river and realizes that every movement of the water is new. 
      • He is painfully hungry and finds the ferryman he met years before. The man’s name is Vasudeva. 
      • Siddhartha asks for a ride across the river. He has no money to offer the ferryman, but asks if Vasudeva will accept his fine clothes. The ferryman is confused, but agrees.
      • Vasudeva graciously invites Siddhartha to stay in his home and offers him a meal. 
      • Siddhartha eats a simple plate of bread and mango and recounts his life to Vasudeva. He is astounded by the Ferryman’s profound ability to listen. 
      • Vasudeva remarks that he cannot teach, but that he can help Siddhartha to learn from the river—to learn how to be devout and to listen. 
      • It says to them, "Come in for a dip!"
      • More accurately, the river teaches the two men about life. 
      • For instance, one day Siddhartha realizes that the river exists only in the present: it is everywhere at once, upstream, downstream, at the sea, and at the source. Life is the same way. Siddhartha realizes that his existence as a boy and his existence as an old man are not separate. Everything has its existence in the present. 
      • Vasudeva and Siddhartha live joyously on the river, listening to its stories and finding silent companionship in one another. Travelers begin mistaking the two for brothers. 
      • One day Siddhartha learns from traveling monks that Gotama Buddha is gravely ill and will die. 
      • Meanwhile, Kamala has joined the followers of the Buddha and is making a pilgrimage to see the holy man. She rests on the riverbank with her son, who is tired and wants to eat. While resting, Kamala is bitten by a snake. 
      • Siddhartha immediately recognizes Kamala (she’s still gorgeous). 
      • He also realizes that the boy is his son.
      • They clean her wound but she is badly poisoned. Siddhartha calms his crying son. 
      • She dies before she is able to tell Siddhartha that finding him was as good as it would have been to find Gotama Buddha. 
      • Siddhartha sits with Kamala for a long time after she dies. Later he sits awake and listens to the river. While he suffers, the river offers him a sense of unity. Siddhartha becomes peaceful. 
      • In the morning, Vasudeva helps him construct a funeral pyre.
      • Siddhartha’s son grieves for Kamala. Siddhartha treats him with consideration and respect although he realizes the boy has been spoiled by a wealthy lifestyle. 
      • Siddhartha struggles to try to win his son’s love and acceptance with kindness, but his efforts are in vain.
      • His son came to the river out of necessity, not desire. The kid wants out of the boondocks. 
      • Although Siddhartha understands the concept, his love for his son is overwhelming. He cannot bear to let the boy go. 
      • Siddhartha’s son feels trapped by his father’s endless kindness. After a huge you-just-don’t-get-me-Dad! outburst, the young man steals money and a boat and runs away. 
      • Siddhartha and Vasudeva construct a raft to rescue the boat. 
      • Siddhartha searches the forest. He enters the town sad, but no longer worried, and stands near the gate where he first saw Kamala. He relives the moments of his life and feels a sense of profound emptiness.
      • He crouches by the gate in meditation on the hot, dusty road.
      • A monk from Kamala’s garden places two bananas in front of him (which, it seems, is a generous meal by the book’s standards), but Siddhartha is deep in meditation and doesn’t notice. 
      • Siddhartha feels warm toward the ordinary people whom he transports across the river. Rather than the contempt that he previously felt, he now sees their troubles as understandable and honorable.
      • Siddhartha considers the possibility that his awareness of the unity of the universe, too, is mere childishness, but this idea doesn’t bother him. 
      • Although Siddhartha grows wiser and wiser, he still feels wounded by his son.
      • He hears the river laugh at the repetition of life’s patterns. 
      • Siddhartha returns to his hut and tells Vasudeva of his experience in the town where Vasudeva had found him and about his intention of going into the town earlier that day. 
      • Siddhartha recognizes Vasudeva as God himself. Whoa. 
      • With Vasudeva’s guidance, Siddhartha listens intently. For the first time he hears all the voices of the river as one single continuum of all life. 
      • Siddhartha feels his soul merge into unity.
      • Vasudeva touches Siddhartha on the shoulder. 
      • Vasudeva takes off for the forest, leaving Siddhartha as the ferryman.
      • Govinda is still traveling with the men in yellow robes. They look up to him now because he’s wise and old, but Govinda is still unsatisfied and seeks enlightenment.
      • Govinda hears about this wise ferryman and decides to go talk to him. 
      • That ferryman is Siddhartha. 
      • Siddhartha tells Govinda that because he is orienting himself toward a single goal, he is missing everything. 
      • Okay we know that’s counter-intuitive. Siddhartha is arguing that because Govinda is focused so much on the search, he cannot find what he is searching for. Mull that over.
      • Siddhartha identifies himself to Govinda.
      • The following morning, Govinda questions Siddhartha about whether he follows a doctrine. Siddhartha explains that although he has had many teachers, he follows no doctrine. 
      • Siddhartha explains his belief that although knowledge can be communicated, wisdom cannot. 
      • He argues that in every truth, the opposite is also true, that time is illusory, that suffering is necessary to learning, and that there is no division between the world and perfection.
      • Siddhartha uses a stone as an example for Govinda. The stone, because of its profound stone-like nature, is everything. And everything is enough. 
      • Siddhartha does not dwell on ideas, and does not fight to understand reality. 
      • Although Siddhartha’s words contradict Gotama Buddha’s, that doesn’t matter. Words are meaningless. 
      • Huh? Govinda is confused. Before leaving, he asks Siddhartha for any final words of wisdom.
      • Siddhartha tells Govinda to kiss him on the forehead. 
      • Govinda kisses his friend’s forehead and suddenly sees a continuous, unending stream of faces and people and images of painful and joyous things all shifting into one another.
      • After kissing Siddhartha, he is unsure if a single second or eternity has passed. 
      • Govinda identifies Siddhartha’s smiling, radiant face as that of the Buddha and bows down in veneration.

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